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tonite my tears flows like the river
when i noe its a dream i’m in love wif you
our days of joy… days of sadness slowly passes me by

whats the illusion and reality…?
am i dreaming of u again…?

like the memories we once had…
i missed.

the kisses and hugs we did…
i wanted.

the romantic nights we had…
i desired.

when i opened my eyes from my sleep
all these had turned from reality to an illusion
afterall… i’m jus a rose alone… blooming in the desert

after noeing u had a new love
i was happy… and sad…

happy for you thinking u could be ready for a new relationship

sad that i can no longer hold those comfy hands of urs…
hugged dearly like we once had…
kissed romanticly at our usual place…
night picnic jus the two of us
gazed at the stars like theres no tomorrow

hoping that he will offer u a love that i can ever give u…
thinking will he bring u ur happiness…
wishing u for ur own happiness…

wad and all i did was jus only for u
can u feel it?
i’m sorrie for being selfish
but for u… u meant the world to me
while anything doesnt matters

hoping that a brim of lite would shine upon us again
bringing the brand new us

a selfish love
thanks
for the sweet memories u gave
the feeling that we poured our hearts wif
the gifts we exchanged
the tears we shed

but have u really moved on?
i’m afraid to noe
becos i can no longer give u my love baby…

i wanna wake up
to free the tormented soul that u’ve hurted badly

i wanna wake up
from that fiction dream…

i wanna wake up
becos i noe there are ppls hu needs me more than u do

may happiness be wif u…
last but nort least… i really love u
wif all my heart and soul
fate brought us together… but the cruel world made us part
i wanna listen to ur voice
saying “may death do us part”…

 

 

 
Written by:
Adrian

And I can see you smile

You reach out for my hand

And I’m woken from my dream

Although your heart is mine

Its hollow inside

I never had your love

And I never will

And every night

I lie awake

Thinking maybe you love me

Like I’ve always loved you

But how can you love me

Like I loved you when

You can’t even look me straight in my eyes

I’ve never felt this way

To be so in love

To have someone there

Yet feel so alone

Aren’t you supposed to be

The one to wipe my tears

The on to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still

My reflection is there

I see you holding me

But then you disappear

All that is left of you

Is a memory

On that only, exists in my dreams

I don’t know what hurts you

But I can feel it too

And it just hurts so much

To know that I can’t do a thing

And deep down in my heart

Somehow I just know

That no matter what

I’ll always love you

 

So why am I still here in the rain

 

If I strain my ears, the echoing sound is
The memory of early summer, the season of hydrangeas…

You tried to walk away without holding up an umbrella
Your receding figure, lapis lazuli-coloured scent, I was calling out to you

Goodbye comes along like a squall
The faint warmth is because of you
You say it’s for our sake, and wave your hand
The rain of emotion streams down my cheek

When I tried to hide my wet eyelids
The sound of your heartbeat trembled in the silence

What should I have said, what should I have
Tried to tell you? I couldn’t have noticed, so

The rain that fell from the cloudy sky, these drops
Are they for hiding my sadness and teary eyes?
Holding an umbrella, I covered my eyes with my hand, and cast them down
I looked up at the transparent sky

The heartbeats that resound and blend, they no longer exist
I held my fingers up above my head, I can’t reach
That precious flicker, and that voice
We can’t go back to the way we were at that time

The road where I came walking was full of gravel
Even with my eyes closed, I could gently sense your presence

One of these days, I thought about the laughing tears that had faded to dimness
Looking for a destination where they can flow to

Without walking, the words and thoughts that I had left behind are a streaming current in the wind
Changing form at the same time

I want to be with you forever
So I placed the hourglass upside-down

‘If you could, do you want to turn back time?’
If I could, I’d go back to the time when I was with you
The afternoon rain becomes the happiness in hiding my shyness
In amazement, I embraced you, always…
By your side… the warmth of your body doesn’t seem to become cold

On that day, for some reason, I couldn’t embrace you
Your pain, your thoughts, everything

I want to be with you forever
So I placed the hourglass upside-down

‘If you could, do you want to turn back time?’
If I could, I want to understand you
In that wish, I was praying for a place where I could be
The things I had lost can’t be replaced… always.